"For the first time, he heard something that he knew to be music. He heard people singing. Behind him, across vast distances of space and time, from the place he had left, he thought he heard music too.

...But perhaps, it was only an echo."



- Lois Lowry,
The Giver, Ch. 23

“What if we had ideas that could think for themselves?
What if one day our dreams no longer needed us?
When these things occur and are held to be true, the time will be upon us
The time of angels”

Doctor Who 5x04 - The Time of Angels

I'm not weird, I'm just very awkward

When you're a kid, they tell you it's all 'Grow up. Get a job. Get married. Get a house. Have a kid, and that's it.' But the truth is, the world is so much stranger than that. It's so much darker. And so much madder. And so much better.


Midget small, ultra blonde hair, blue eyed and fidgety.
I'm not weird, I'm just very awkward. The worst part of being as awkward as i am is that i know I'm doing it. I know I'm being irrationally awkward but i can't stop, it's something i swear that's been hardwired in me since birth!

If anything i'm a reader.
Weddings, school trips, family outings, family meals, birthday's and what have you, my mum would have to search and question me before such events. Because if she didn't, then the book would be hidden inside some pocket or other and as soon as whatever it was got under way i'd be found in a corner reading. That's just who i was. I'm not weird, i'm just very very awkward, i have suffered my whole life from being misunderstood, but I would have suffered a hell of a lot more if i had been understood....

-&-
Now back to the present, i'm 16 years old and slightly grazing the tiny height of 4ft 10 (yes, midget) i'm attending collage... And well lets just say it's rare now for me not to have at least a small book with me wherever i may go.
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I will eventually grow up and live a life people approve of....(maybe) =P

Stephanie x


Showing posts with label My Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Life. Show all posts

Sunday, 20 June 2010

Babel on Life: Scary doll head and not-so-scary book collection.


Scary doll head and not-so-scary book collection in my library.
-x-

Today has been strange. I've had an odd feeling all day, like I've already lived out this day and was just repeating it.

Life is weird like that for me.

I seem to, when in a sleepy weekend daze, retrace my steps around certain people and places. Almost like I'm lost and have been swung out of orbit of my own timeline.

We all have days when we feel an urge to look over our shoulders and an itch to relive and re-see a day that we haven't thought about in years.

Well that's how my Sunday went.
For only a couple of days in a year i get into feeling this vacant.

Strange though it seems I'm quite content in revisiting some memories and some lost words and worlds that i thought lay forgotten.
It's in times like today we can remember where we all started from and what light guided us.

Stephanie x

Thursday, 3 June 2010

Climate Change ~ Ignorance


memoryintoreveriee:

This is probably one of the most ignorant things I have ever read in my life.

There’s actually tons of data to SUPPORT global warming and climate change, it’s just that nobody can prove it. Also, CO2 isn’t a a pollutant-and he never said it was- but it is a greenhouse house gas whose concentration is rapidly rising, and thus becoming a problem by contributing to global warming (as the theory goes). As for population control, use a damn condom and/or legalize abortion. There are so many babies being born that go into orphanages or end up on the streets because their parents didn’t want them in the first place.

And wow. Okay. You sound so much smarter by calling liberals idiots just because they don’t share your views.

/rant.

*prepares to lose followers*


darkowonderland (aka ~ me):

*highfive* :)

-X-

I am sick to death of these folks who are so void in their ignorance that any other person's opinion is automatically wrong. Just because they don't agree does not give a person the right to dismiss an other persons opinion.*facepalm*

*dances with colourful ribbons*


Stephanie xx

Wolf Moon

Wow, it's a wolf moon tonight boys and girl. =P

And not only is it a FULL moon, it's a RED moon!

haha, seriously... =P

Red full moon sitting in the clouds... scary!

It's like suddenly everything's gone evil! ..*nervous laugh*


*locks all the doors and windows, rolls under bed with large teddy bear*

Stephanie xx

Lord Who?


Doctor Who and Lord of the Rings tonight!


Oh, yes. =P


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Doctor, Doctor


I love life because things like Doctor Who and Lord of the Rings exist. ;)




(why am i so weird?)


=P


Stephanie x


p.s so yeah Doctor Who then The Return Of The King this week.

It’s seriously criminal to show Lord of the Rings with adverts - it’s long enough, Channel 4! =P

Dare Say .My Inspiration.

I hate it when people act like they think they are perfect. No one is totally comfortable with themselves, honestly. Perfection is a lie!

from

BroccoliLies

Saturday, 8 May 2010

Catholic Friend Asked Me: What do you think about religion?



My Catholic friend asked me what i think about religion.
This is my answer.

~ now i'm a little drunky/hyper so most of this is a ramble.
DO NOT TAKE SERIOUSLY!!!
i mean it!

HAHA =P


Stephanie x


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